Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Batteries

Humans, life, relationship, anything else in the world? more or less likely can be related to a battery.

We have our full blast moments, working to the details, to the bits of what we set, what we aim. Then we still hold on, as it dies off slowly and the results are emerging. When the battery is low, we struggle to keep ourselves moving on, we get tired we get bad results, things are slowing down, the outcome turns sour maybe.

Some batteries die. They leave and move on. They get new batteries (new goals, new gfs new life) but they found out that it is the same. The batteries die again. They buy new ones again. And it repeats.

Some batteries decided to be rechargeable. at 0% They seek plugs (help) chargers (assistance) to help them run the equipment (work/goal) and slowly they get recharged again to 100% and you see them moving from high to low. The big falls will wake them up. Small signals doesn't do much of a pain. They said they still can move on. They don't feel the urge to change. Maybe ignorant, but maybe the pain wasn't hurting enough. Motivation is what they need. People to assist along the way. Acknowledgement, prizes recognition, results are what these people need. To keep them going.

Some batteries try to upkeep themselves within the limit. Each time they reach 50% they immediately search for alternatives to recharge back. They are more likely to identify the falls, the changes in themselves. The moment it touches the limit, they say okay.. something needs to be done. These people awaits for their benchmarks, awaits for the signals.. little ones to wake them up. These people are more conscious towards their surroundings. They are alert. Lots to discover, they need figures. They want details. Constantly ask themselves questions. Where are we now? What are we doing? Are we getting there? How to improve?

Some batteries stayed 100% full at all times. These are self-driven people. They never wait. They make sure they are always on full force. Go for what they want. Prepared to accept challenges. A little bit more ego than the other batteries, they strive hard. Not letting go any opportunities they have in front of them. And they don't wait for opportunities. They CREATE them. Pro-active people, they initiate out. They anticipate change, and maybe even LEAD them. What they need? Time. More time to do more things. What they should improve on. Nothing but perhaps. Have a break, kit kat does helps.

LOL. we choose the type of batteries we want in any aspects of our lives. We give up and get new ones, we might wait till a big fall, a big knock on the head to wake up. Some decided to give themselves a deadline, a limit before making a change. Some change accordingly automatically to achieve things. What battery are you? And are you ready to transform into something that you prefer more? Thinking now? Think again

Love,
mich


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

LOL,

tale of two chapters is undergoing editing. Due to some changes in characters. Next round up it will be story based. =)

Updates ... new phase now. In the transition process. Are we here to see what's in it for us? Has our fate been written? Or we have to write ourselves. Someone powerful up there have plans for us.. but we write our own destiny too =)

So here you go.. On a new sail in a route that is never ending... a compass in hand you ask yourself.. where are you heading ...

Signing off
Mich

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Chap 3: The reasons Behind (snippet)

Sorry about the 3rd chapter. It has to be revised soon! up by end of november :D

Snippet:

She didn't understand it
Why he could take this so lightly
He was always letting her to dominate
To control

She thought it was all
cause he wanted to get her
But the fact wasn't


He loved
And he cared
He didn't mind
He knew

All he wanted
Was just the best
And ... it was never shared
by him to her

by her to him
That she don't see the purpose
She wanted more communication
But he gave in all the time
He hides his setbacks

He says he's okay
But it is obvious he isn't
Whyyy?
And that's a woman understanding a man

to be continued

Monday, November 16, 2009

Chap 3 will come end nov when i'm done with my exams.. till then .. good days ahead peeps
I hate it when I need to admit the fact that it was my mistake. ROARRRRSSS

why la. And knowing that I could make a difference then makes it worst. But now the last assessment is what I need to focus about. GOSH WHY ...

and I know this ain't gonna help me.. but i shall emo a while =)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The tale of two lovers Chap 2


I saw her at the cafeteria today
she looked really tired
she ordered some coffee
And I know it isn't her first

I started to walk over to her
And ask if she's alright
I stopped then
Thinking

I wanted to care for her
But if she's busy
I guess I shouldn't interfere
Maybe it wasn't needed

For the first time
He didn't go for what he felt like doing
He grabbed his sandwich
And head back to his workstation

It was weird she thought
How come he didn't came to say Hi
Maybe he didn't notice me
Maybe he was just too busy

It slipped of her mind again
She took her coffee
paid the cashier and left
Her mind is filled with work again

...

The clicker moved to the sent icon
There goes the last submission
He relaxed on his chair
And looked up

There he found a picture of her
With him taken
He sighed
He immediately checked the mailbox

Nothing came around
Being busy all this while
He hadn't been not thinking
about her,missing her

He wonders how was it
On d other side
To bed he heads
Reminicsing the past

He held on to his mobile
Typing the very first text
To herJ
ust spill your heart out he thought

On the other side

She didn't notice
Being busy too,
It didn't appear to her
That something was missing
Despite what had happened

In a late night discussion with her mates
She giggles through the jokes
A form of stress release she says
While she sips her Nth cup of coffee

Till a text came

And it reads

Honey,It has been a while now
How are you coping with work
I'm just done with mine
Wanna meet up sometime?

She smiled seeing that text
She got excited
She typed yes, over lunch perhaps

Just as she wanted to click send

Her rational sinks in again
She thought for a second,
...
...

To be continued
(what actually happened??.. chapter 3)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

The tale of two lovers

A gust of wind
Flipped the book opened
She held on to it
As she lifts her head

Sending a chill down to her spine
She hurries indoor
Calming herself down
Her mind wonders off again

He hadn't been giving up
Since the past few months
Giving me all he could
Ensuring, no pressure involved

Despite us being far apart now
He did his best to be there
Made effort to share
And always there to care

Days had past
It is now months approaching
Have things changed?
Or it was all this while a misunderstanding

She was worried
Worried that it'll take up too much of his time
Worried that it will not end up as he wished
And this could hurt him so badly

She didn't want him to put more effort
She doesn't want to see him suffer
She refused and disallow him to move further
And it was all because she cares

He was confused
He didn't know what to do
Then to give her the best
Meaning? Listening to her commands

Suddenly he felt as if
He has no power at all
He thought deep
And had a monologue

Despite how hard you try
You put effort
You give all you can
Sincerity was all you have

But when it is not yours
Not your decision to make
You have no say
But to listen and remind yourself

Come what may..

Changes, yes you have made
But your best
Is not what people take
He sits down saddd

She knew how he feels
But she thought it was best for both
Rational seems to be the excuse
But it was a reason, that no one could defend on

She asks for forgiveness
Something he could instantly give
She asks for share of feelings
Something he held on, a secret he keeps

Perhaps love
Is just not enough
Perhaps effort
Is just not sufficient

She held her book tight
As she leaves the place
She saw him coming
He stood up to her, and say

My dear precious

I know I dont deserve your love
Have I yet to be assure about our future
We choose this path months back
And now that it has been clarified

My heart sank for sure
But dear dear,
despite that it hurts so bad
I held on to my principle

Love comes with a price
If one is willing to sacrifice
It is not the outcome that matters
It is the truthfulness that we both share else, it shatters

He held her hands tight
As he tears
He looked into her eyes
And whispered three words

I told you before we started
That freedom is what I give
And decision is yours to make
You had taken the chance

And my words I will keep
I guess if not, you wouldn't have said yes
We wouldn't have even come to this stage
He kneels before her
Heads down he whispers

She held her tears behind
Listening to what this man has to say
Distance made a difference
With distractions and busy schedule, to make things worst

I am sorry I could not let you go
But if it is what best for you
Your command,
I will follow

He stood up
And had his back against her
He wipes off his tears
And walked away

They parted on separate ways
Each moving ahead to the coming days
They stood suddenly looking behind
The eyes met, the heart asks their conscience..

Has it been the end?

Anxiously waits for chapter 2